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Lobna chat
Lobna chat
Me
Hi Lobna
Plane tickets to where?
12:01Lobna
to london and to cairo
12:02Me
Yes, they are expensive. I am sure the cross into Africa is even more expensive
12:03Lobna
yes but the bulk is in crossing the ocean
12:03Me
I am sure there are cheap last minute things
12:04Lobna
no
12:04Me
OK
And there is still money for the stay. You spend average 25K each summer in Egypt
12:05Lobna
yes, and the calender you gave ma is impossible
12:06Me
I am sure it can be organised if everything else is there
12:07Lobna
no but anyway nomoney
12:08Me
Yes, so what are you going to do?
12:09Lobna
no way out
12:09Me
Out of what?
12:09Lobna
of davis
12:10Me
So you are going to stay in Davis for the summer
12:10Lobna
i don't have choices
12:11Me
Are you going to work, study, or take a break?
12:12Lobna
i don't know, i'm tired and ready to break down
12:15Me
I feel I have been treated unjustly the last couple of days. I would like to discuss this at one point
12:15Lobna
:):)
12:16Me
I do not understand the smile
12:17Lobna
i'm smiling that i'm telling you that i'm ready to break down and you still want to te2leb el tarabiza
12:19Lobna
i'm smiling that i'm telling you that i'm ready to break down and you still want to te2leb el tarabiza
12:19Me
I take care of my emotional burden as I did yesterday when you were pressing on and despite it, so I am not dumping anything on you here. I am saying I want to talk.
فما فيش قلب ترابيزة لأن ما فيش خناق، زي ما ما كانش فيه خناق امبارح
12:21Me
How did you get money the last two years? Savings? Hasan?
12:21Lobna
ok. i was just telling you that i can't make it to anywhere because of the money
12:23Me
I know you were telling me that. I have been wondering where the money will come from all winter. How did you manage the previous years?
12:24Lobna
you never asked about my finance before, you shouldn't now
12:24Me
I did ask. Of course I did
and there is no reason to tell me not to ask now, even if I did not, but of course I did
12:25Lobna
no you didn't ask
even in the worst times
whatever
the end line is that i can't make it
12:26Me
Of course I did a lot, and each time I got the same answer: not now because it makes you tense
What is the plan for the summer then?
12:27Lobna
i don't know
12:28Me
Is this a final decision you are not going anywhere?
12:29Lobna
if i found money in the street it may change
12:30Me
Yes of course it will. No need to the sarcasm though
12:30Lobna
anyway it was going to be a very sad time
12:30Me
And now? Will it be a happy time?
12:31Lobna
no but it least you wont break my heart again which is the hardest for me
12:33Me
I can say the same thing about you, and it does not need us to be in the same place to do this
There is a good side to this. you can make some money or get on with school
12:34Lobna
for you it doesn't matter for me it does, each time i was trapped in you space, you were home and around you family and friends
i can't afford school and there is no jobs in summer around here
12:36Me
I know very well what matters to me and what does not, and you are wrong. You are talking as if you did not want to come to Egypt and as if it is possible I leave Egypt or the UK and live a few months in Cali, and as if you say I am welcome in Cali
12:38Me
Why can't you afford school? Hasan is going to afford it anyway next fall. Did he tell you he does not have the money now?
12:38Lobna
i'm just respeonding to you saying that it doesn't matter if we're together or apart because anyway we hurt.
i know he doesn't have the money now and there is other details
12:38Me
What other details?
12:39Lobna
the course offerings and other stuff
you don't give a shit about my education so don't come now to ask about all the details
12:40Me
The courses you need are not there? What other stuff?
12:40Lobna
yes, please stop stressing me
i can't
i'm about to break
12:41Me
I am not stressing you Lobna. Relax. You started talking about the money, so I am talking about the money
12:42Lobna
i'm a grown up, i can decide if i have the money or not, and if i had it i should pay the thousands that i owe to the fuckin bank
12:44Me
I am not trying to decide anything for you. You started talking and I showed interest. I think you like it when I show genuine interest. The bank debt is a problem, yes