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241 lines
4.5 KiB
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* Lobna chat
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:ID: 39a6e1c4-4d13-4cfb-b35a-9fedbd5ff1f0
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:CREATED: [2010-06-16 09:46:02]
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:CATEGORY: Lobna
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:IMPORTED: [2023-02-08 19:22:47-0500]
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:MODIFIED: [2010-06-16 09:46:02]
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Lobna chat
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Me
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Hi Lobna
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Plane tickets to where?
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12:01Lobna
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to london and to cairo
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12:02Me
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Yes, they are expensive. I am sure the cross into Africa is even more expensive
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12:03Lobna
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yes but the bulk is in crossing the ocean
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12:03Me
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I am sure there are cheap last minute things
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12:04Lobna
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no
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12:04Me
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OK
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And there is still money for the stay. You spend average 25K each summer in Egypt
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12:05Lobna
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yes, and the calender you gave ma is impossible
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12:06Me
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I am sure it can be organised if everything else is there
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12:07Lobna
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no but anyway nomoney
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12:08Me
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Yes, so what are you going to do?
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12:09Lobna
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no way out
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12:09Me
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Out of what?
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12:09Lobna
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of davis
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12:10Me
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So you are going to stay in Davis for the summer
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12:10Lobna
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i don't have choices
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12:11Me
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Are you going to work, study, or take a break?
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12:12Lobna
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i don't know, i'm tired and ready to break down
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12:15Me
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I feel I have been treated unjustly the last couple of days. I would like to discuss this at one point
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12:15Lobna
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:):)
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12:16Me
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I do not understand the smile
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12:17Lobna
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i'm smiling that i'm telling you that i'm ready to break down and you still want to te2leb el tarabiza
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12:19Lobna
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i'm smiling that i'm telling you that i'm ready to break down and you still want to te2leb el tarabiza
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12:19Me
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I take care of my emotional burden as I did yesterday when you were pressing on and despite it, so I am not dumping anything on you here. I am saying I want to talk.
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فما فيش قلب ترابيزة لأن ما فيش خناق، زي ما ما كانش فيه خناق امبارح
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12:21Me
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How did you get money the last two years? Savings? Hasan?
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12:21Lobna
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ok. i was just telling you that i can't make it to anywhere because of the money
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12:23Me
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I know you were telling me that. I have been wondering where the money will come from all winter. How did you manage the previous years?
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12:24Lobna
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you never asked about my finance before, you shouldn't now
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12:24Me
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I did ask. Of course I did
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and there is no reason to tell me not to ask now, even if I did not, but of course I did
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12:25Lobna
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no you didn't ask
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even in the worst times
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whatever
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the end line is that i can't make it
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12:26Me
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Of course I did a lot, and each time I got the same answer: not now because it makes you tense
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What is the plan for the summer then?
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12:27Lobna
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i don't know
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12:28Me
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Is this a final decision you are not going anywhere?
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12:29Lobna
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if i found money in the street it may change
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12:30Me
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Yes of course it will. No need to the sarcasm though
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12:30Lobna
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anyway it was going to be a very sad time
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12:30Me
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And now? Will it be a happy time?
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12:31Lobna
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no but it least you wont break my heart again which is the hardest for me
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12:33Me
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I can say the same thing about you, and it does not need us to be in the same place to do this
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There is a good side to this. you can make some money or get on with school
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12:34Lobna
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for you it doesn't matter for me it does, each time i was trapped in you space, you were home and around you family and friends
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i can't afford school and there is no jobs in summer around here
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12:36Me
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I know very well what matters to me and what does not, and you are wrong. You are talking as if you did not want to come to Egypt and as if it is possible I leave Egypt or the UK and live a few months in Cali, and as if you say I am welcome in Cali
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12:38Me
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Why can't you afford school? Hasan is going to afford it anyway next fall. Did he tell you he does not have the money now?
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12:38Lobna
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i'm just respeonding to you saying that it doesn't matter if we're together or apart because anyway we hurt.
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i know he doesn't have the money now and there is other details
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12:38Me
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What other details?
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12:39Lobna
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the course offerings and other stuff
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you don't give a shit about my education so don't come now to ask about all the details
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12:40Me
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The courses you need are not there? What other stuff?
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12:40Lobna
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yes, please stop stressing me
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i can't
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i'm about to break
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12:41Me
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I am not stressing you Lobna. Relax. You started talking about the money, so I am talking about the money
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12:42Lobna
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i'm a grown up, i can decide if i have the money or not, and if i had it i should pay the thousands that i owe to the fuckin bank
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12:44Me
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I am not trying to decide anything for you. You started talking and I showed interest. I think you like it when I show genuine interest. The bank debt is a problem, yes
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